BLah blah blah. yes, i know i haven't posted in a long time. I sometimes do that... that being not posting.

Some stuff has happened that I wished had not. I was sad because of it. I cried because of it. I did not want to talk about it here. Therefore i did not.

I'm not going to say it's all right now, that it's better, because it is not. I don't know when it will be. But I can hope that it will soon be resolved.

For what it's worth (even though you won't see this), I care about you very much. I might even go on to say that I love you, but I don't think I've known you long enough for me to love you. But I do care about you.


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On a happier note....

um... well, yesterday was kinda fun. Laser Tag and all. I forgot what day it was. Thought it was Friday for some odd reason. But anyhoo, after the Laser Tagging, we went to Timmy Ho's, as per usual, and had food. There was the "Cool Table" (Me, Em, Vix and Ry Ry), the "Two Guys that Talked" (Steve and Smarks), and the "Loser Table who Thinks That They're Cool, but Not Really" (Kar, Christina, Ru, Zeri + his Brother, Andrew). Then we went to Karen's place to do stuff.

Me and Ry got there first cuz we so Kick Ass!! Em's van came in second while Ru and his gang were dead last.

There were cards for a little bit, then somehow we started singing "A Whole New World" (seriously, practically the whole room busted out in song) and thus decided to watch Aladdin. Good movie. Me and Christina have decided that Jafar is one SExxxY Beast. His beard is so twisted, his hands are long and boney, and damn if his voice isn't sexy in that villianous way.

Then somewhere after the movie (I think it was after the movie) me and Em and Ry got in a fight because Ry loves Em more and so on, so i wanted to cry and leave, but his car was in the way and I couldn't, so i settled for pouting, then Em got mad because I was mad and so we were all mad, then Christina and Ry came in after Em left because Ry loved Andrew more than her, so we decided that we didn't need them and we would love each other, then Karen came in and the three of them manipulated me into loving Ryan again. Then me and Ry went to Em and we told her that we loved her and all was good.

I think when I was complaining to Steve that he said it was something like a soap opera.

whatever.

yep, so... after, drew and Chris came over then a little while after that, almost everybody left.